I swore I’d get that disco patch this time around, I swore I’d stick it out here long enough to do that… But now I’m not so sure. I’m fed up and sick to death of hte attitudes of the people here. Not to mention being so far from home and my safety net of people I can talk to. I’ve got friends that are trying to get me to go back to NM, and I’ve got another friend who gave me the name of an online program that I can finish my medic with (I don’t mind online since I”ve already completed one didactic program already).
If I move back to NM, medic will only be a way to make more money while I go to school for my ADN/BSN/NP. I still am thinking of winding up as an ED NP… But I don’t know. I really thought I could do this, but right now it feel like I can’t. THe only thing I don’t like is the fact that it feels like I’d be running home with my tail between my legs. But then again, hurt pride is better than a hurt body.
I’ll post a longer entry tomorrow when I’m not at the station and after I can hopefully rest.